Finding Light in Loss

Last month, I shared the profound grief of losing my soul dog, Axel. His absence has truly gutted me in a way no other pet ever has. People ask if I'll get another dog; my answer remains: there will never be another Axel. He came into my life when I was broken, and together, we embarked on a journey of deep healing and connection. Axel gave me something I couldn’t give myself back then.

In every loss, there is light to be found, and I committed to finding it in his passing.

Our lives revolved around Axel – planning trips and days to ensure he was always cherished. We truly were devoted dog parents, rarely leaving him alone, treating him as the beloved family member he was. I gladly made sacrifices, choosing to stay home rather than leave him for hours.

Now, it's my turn to heal myself. I promised to embrace new experiences, reconnect with important people, and travel without the previous restrictions. And it's working. I am healing, and I am growing.

Recently, I returned from a hunting trip to the Idaho mountains with Tom. For years, I’d always stayed home with Axel, honestly never wanting to go – hunting isn't quite my thing; I'm more of a gatherer! But this time, I asked to join. It was exactly what I needed: no cell service, breathtaking mountains, cherished companionship, and profound peace. I also found bucket loads of huckleberries. Gatherer here. 😉 

I've also made connecting with people a summer priority. It's funny how, when you put something out into the universe, it truly has your back. Opportunities to connect and reconnect keep popping up, and I'm here for it.

In loss, there is always light. Sometimes, you have to search for it, but I promise you, it's there. For me, the light in Axel’s passing is this: I am now equipped to heal myself, enriching my life through deeper connection and new experiences.

My hope for you is this: In your own challenges and moments of loss, remember that light exists. It may be hidden, but if you look for it, you'll find the strength to heal, grow, and embrace a vibrant new chapter in your life, just as I am.

From my heart to yours,

Keli 💚

PS: peep the new logo and biz name! As I evolve my coaching biz, I intend to honor my mom by using my middle name which happens to be her first name. 💚 More on that to come!